Wednesday, August 27, 2008

HaHaHappy.

There are certain times in ones life where everything appears to make sense; everything is right where God deliberately places it, and its prefect. I'm not going to lie; I haven't felt this is a great deal in my life, and up until this point in life I feel exactly, indisputably, like I'm right in line with what God desires for me. This is a feeling of strength and freedom; that at this very point, you're right where you belong, and God is the only logical explanation for it all.

Recently, I have felt like I need to move, due to that I've moved so much in the past. I was talking with my pastor about this feeling. But picture this, I've been in Cincinnati for almost a year now, which is crazy to think about, and with 4 big moves in the last 4 years, I'm due to move again. This feeling made me feel angry and poignant, because I feel very strongly about where God has directed me. I know this feeling about moving isn't a feeling from God, because He has made it undoubtedly clear that this is His will. God has opened so many doors that have allowed me to go to a Christian University, to be a part of a church that is making a difference on the atmosphere that consumes us and the people who breathes it in. Being a part of something that enormous, which the ministry of the church is that immense, is so fulfilling. Don't get me wrong, I know that doing ministry isn't for our pleasure, but God definitely places something inside of you that makes you feel. But back to my point, God has been working in my heart to feel peace about where I'm at and that although moving necessarily is bad or wrong, but that is not want He wants right now. That is where I am at, living in the imprint that God has made on my heart and I am so hahahappy (=]) to be here and to be able to identify the people God has placed in my life to make it so incredible and rich.

So with that said, I urge you to push into God's heart and find your place in the grand scheme of things.

Find it. Love it. Breathe it. Share It.

1 comments:

Maize said...

this makes me HaHaHappy to read brother.